it's been 2 years since u went away

I remember green was her favourite colour.

I remember she was a vegetarian.

I remember her explaining biology to me.

I remember doing chemistry mindmap together with her outside language lab in vj.

I remember her writing my name in japanese for me on econs lecture notes.

I remember how she used to tell me she hated econs and she wished she could drop it like me.

I remember she was supposed to sit at our table during prom.

I remember rushing down from church camp to the school office when i heard about the urgent class meeting.

I remember breaking down in front of Mrs Chan when she told me the news.

I remember how the whole class did up something for her. Writing our messages on tiny pieces of paper.

I remember going for counselling with a few of 02S1E people.

I remember the pain, the anger, the guilt.

I remember crying everyday for almost 2 weeks.

It's been 2 years now. 2 years.

"I looked at the flowers that i bought for you today. They were white with green and yellow middles. I think they're pretty, but i wish i didn't have to buy them. Because, that'll mean u're still here with us."