Take it away. Take it all away.

It's turning out all wrong.

I woke up this morning, feeling like crying. I want to scream. I want to break down and brawl like some pathetic sod. Can somebody, do me a favour? Dissect my brain and tell me why i'm feeling the way i do? Because I have no idea.

I have no fucking idea why i'm like this.

"I curled myself up into a tight ball, rocking back and forth. Tensed up all the muslces in my body. I shut my eyes and willed myself into nothingness."