3 flowers for ME!

Feeling so happy today! Cindy bought me 3 pretty gerberras. One red, one yellow and one orange... Guess my favourite one? The orange! Cos it's 2 toned. Orange, tainted with yellow near the middle. :) Or should i say, it's yellow tainted with orange at the edges?

Went around a few agencies today. Did a typing test at one of the agencies and did pretty well in it (or so, the woman claims) Heh. Must be all the practices i'm getting from msn.

Saw this super charming consultant at one of the agencies. Heh. Charmed me off my feet, i would say. Wahaha. Super nice eyes and soothing voice... Ah, and oh, so professional looking.

Running tmr morning at macritchie with yiling. *whee* I'd better sleep early tonight.

yes, i do believe in murphy's law

Confession: I didn't run this morning. It wasn't because I was lazy. See, the moment i woke up, I heard a clap of thunder. Shortly after, it started to rain. No, let me correct myself. The word was "pour".

Went to study with Sining today at Starbucks. And SBG wasn't working! *awww* Did stats until the both of us wanted to "ke xie" <--- cough blood.

Going to job agency with Baoxin tmr. I need to earn some money! Yea, did i mention this before? I hate to be poor.

Alright, going off for now. Notes are beckoning to me.

Candycoatedwaterdrops

Plumb - Candy coated waterdrops

What is this
Mass confusion
This crazy way we're living
This emptiness we're passing out
Like candycoatedwaterdrops
I'm spilling out my thoughts
You're spilling out your guts

And I can't help but stop and think that

If the world stopped spinning
If the end was beginning
Would you even notice if I wasn't there?
If the world stopped spinning around

"all that's worth dying for is already dead"
An empty religion you've learned to accept
When nothing means everything, your
Daily routine
You go through the motions like a
Helpless machine

You're spinning 'round
You're spinning 'round
But I can't help wondering
You're spinning 'round
You're spinning 'round
But I can't help wondering

When the answers to everything are right
In your hands
You lose your conviction, but you can't
Help standing
On the one thing that held you for so
Many years
You ask for forgiveness and hold back the
Tears

Would you listen carefully to what i'm trying to say? Would you?

tiny bits of happiness

There are so many things that i wanna do after exams!!!!

Soooo many things to look forward to! *yippee*

1) Start intensive training for AHM
2) Play squash (still learning)
3) Play tennis (or rather, learn how to play)
4) Look for a job
5) Meet up with friends
6) MS outings/stayovers
7) Shop
8) Read lots of novels

*Note: list is incomplete and in random order

I'm feeling happier already. Just looking at the list above. :)

a prayer

i want it. i want it so badly it makes me sick just thinking about it.

I want to cry. I want to laugh.

Oh, God. I'm praying for sanity.

1 down 4 more to go!!!!!

Had biod paper today. It was ok. Think i wrote a whole lot of crap for the essays though.*oops* EL paper tmr morning. Gee. Was mugging with sining at bk just now and guess what? I covered the whole module in less than one day! Haha. Yea, speed reading through everything. Read through it once already some time ago, so it's ok.

Running with sining at ECP tmr night! A looooooooong run! Can't wait!!!! *grinz*

3 days

3 days to my first paper. *whee* The faster they come, the faster they end!!!!!!

Uncle ChadeMeng's thinking of organising a holiday for the family in late July when Enya's having her summer hol. Looking forward to that. Not too sure where we'll be going, though. He suggested China or Aust but China's gonna be hot and aust will be damp and wet. Hmm, shall leave the researching to my aunts. Haha. I shall just conc on studying for my upcoming papers. *excuses, excuses* I'm just plain lazy.

I realise something. I study better in noisy places, like fast food restaurants. Really. Was quite productive studying at mac's today. Maybe i'll camp there again tmr, for the whole day. I hate exam periods. Unhealthy lifestyle. Sit at the same spot for a whole day and munch on unhealthy food... My arteries may be all clogged up with fats, for all i know.

Shall pester dad to go run with me later. *grinz*

I'm such a pain in the neck.

.

I am tired.

I am.

1 Corinthians 13

It's the stangest feeling in the world.
Standing amidst the crowd, surrounded by people yet feeling so alone.
Do you know what i mean?

1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13: 13
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

blog of the day

I've moved back home already and, man, it sure feels good to be home. Despite it being so noisy. Oh well, i can always mug in the school library... Gee. Eve was saying that it's kind of hard to find seats in the library nowadays with the exams just round the corner and everyone's busy mugging.

One more test to go this thursday and a lab report. I want to know my grades for Sports CA2 and it's not out yet! *grr* Dr MAT said it'll be out latest by Sunday night. It's monday morning already and the grades are no where in sight. Talk abt efficiency, eh? Bleah.

Went for a run with yl this morning at botanic gardens and i realized that it's been a month since i last ran with her. That's a looooong time, coming to think of it. Hmm, and yea, time flies. We saw this baby squirrel that's really small, scuttling across our path. It's so cute!!! Thought it was a rat at first. The weather this morning is damn hot la... and now, it looks like it's going to rain. Argh. When i'm going to leave for school soon. Things don't always seem to go my way.

My hair's getting long and the fringe is at an irritating length. Don't bother styling my hair anymore. Last friday after the biodiversity essay test, my TA saw me and said: "eh, how come u don't style ur hair anymore?" I replied: "cos my hair's too long to stand and i'm too lazy?" *raises eyebrow* heh.

I was telling Nicole that our TA reminds us of a monkey. Haha. Not that he's hairy, swings around in trees and has a tail lah... But ya, he just reminds me of one. A cute monkey, though. :P And, oh, did i happen to mention that he says the most-out-of-point things? Gee. I shall not elaborate, in case he chances upon this entry.

I'm feeling sleepy. No, i shall not sleep. I shall not sleep.

another april baby

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILFRED!!!!!! Don't know if u're reading this, but ya, in case u're reading it, happy birthday! :) haha.

Going off for breakfast now. Blood glucose level dropping. Byeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

dead, dead, dead

My laptop died on me yesterday. Took it to co-op service centre just now and the guy said windows was corrupted. Need to reformat my laptop. Sigh. :( Meeting zen later so he can help me with my lappie.

Actually it's not a bad thing after all that my laptop died. Perhaps i won't go online so often now. Ha. And what am i doing now? Sitting in CBLC using the sch's desktop. *rolls eyes* Talk abt being ironic.

Today's my sister's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE FANG!!!!!!

One more month to the end of exams. Yes, I'm counting down.

Running tonight, hopefully with dad. Looking forward to Saturday. Regular (hmm, perhaps not-so-regular) long runs at Macritchie. *grinz*

monday morning

Damn it. It's raining heavily outside on a monday morning. Nice weather to sleep in... and what am i doing? Up studying and revising for the upcoming exams.

Looking forward to after the exams.

Got to leave home soon. Meeting cindy for lunch later in school.

I wish it'll stop raining.